rechallenged the addiction

As it is allowed to showcase a controversial fictional movie threatening the faith of Christianity, while closing its door to yet another about communism; would it still be the same if Da Vinci was painting a different picture to Islamic faith instead?

Are we Malaysians so naive and innocent? Maybe… as we don’t even have sex education in school, hence it is only understandable that we should be protected from sexual and vulgarity exposure.

What does “U” stands for? Umum (Public)? or Unsuitable (as was stated differently on certain occassion)?

With French film festival decorating GSC with award-winning and best-selected movies for us to be waried of, sadly it has to be done so sensitively.

Surprised to find in “Men’s Heart”, the censorship of f*** is merely by having someone blocking the subtitle before the audiences have a chance to see it. It was truly annoying and ineffective, as more often than not the subtitle was able to be read clearly before the scrutinizing hand come on the big screen. While anyone who understand French would be granted the benefit of better understandng of the movie.

And while awaiting ”Merry Christmas”… “surely there won’t be any f*** in this one” a friend said. “why not, it can well be Merry f***ing Christmas” thus we were more anxious to see the hand again than the movie.

There was a moment of black out, but with sound… of people having sex. Does it want the audiences to visualize the scene as to add on to the excitement and artistic of it, or to fool the audiences that hearing it isn’t as bad as seeing it.

Now we know well enough why it took us that long to draft and implement sex education, and still go around the bush with “the bee and the flower” theory.

People are always on the trend of changing and adapting, yet others seem to think otherwise…

And might also be a f***ing good reason for piracy and bit-torrent download to exist, especially in our country.

If confidence could be seen by how or where a person stands in a club, could it be the same for virginity?

Pulling a fag? Hogging the bar? Sipping orgasm? Blocking the loo? Hiding in a dark corner? What is it that exudes confidence? And what is it that exhibits sexual appeal? And what is it that expresses “come fuck me now”?

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If practice makes perfect, then marriage can only be improved by divorce, and sex can only be alleviated by affair.

Is the sex good? Or is it bad? What to compare with if only been with one person… Am I restricting myself from exploration of variety? Or am I plain lazy to go on a meatloft hunt? Am I content? Am I afraid of rejection? Am I living on sex alone? Am I asexual?… Maybe not the last one, definately craving for sex, and then I think of sex, and sex makes me thinking too.

This morning I was being convinced that I can be Donald Trump… and even better to be someone putting the flame on his ugly toupee!

“I can’t stand working there. Everyone look so ill, speechless, and somehow like they will drop dead any second. So depressing. It’s like pushing the barrel in a morgue.” This coming out from a colleague who recently transfered to Geriatric.

Alright, maybe seeing those bed-ridden patients aren’t that bad, it should be better than dealing with their relative.

Case#1 - A 79 year-old man, hardly can talk or walk. And his family expected, “Can you make him talk?”

What my colleague would said, “Talk only? Why not have him sing and dance.”

And what my colleague actually said, “Hmmm….” *with a uncertain smile*

I can’t wait for tomorrow to hear Case#2, or what left of Case#1. I know, my work can be quite a bore…