Tomorrow is a big day for me. I will pay a visit to the gym… and probably will never step foot in another gym anytime soon. Rather similar to getting the final fuck from an ex (except i don’t know when was the last!). And like break up, I always owe not to rush into another relationship again (and that notion only last for a month or so until I finally becomes needy, sexually and emotionally deprieved). So… be it gym or finding the right guy, quitting is only a phase.
And being a self-conscious gay, I tak-sempat-hati-ly changed my default picture on my online profile. It is esteem-boosting for the few months when the chest-baring pic of me was put up. The amount of attention is speechless. But I shall not be ‘lust’ anyone to believe that I am a gym buff (in which I never was!). It does help in the future if you meet me and expect “tone & lean” but found “a flat tyre”… I don’t have to say “oh, it’s just a mirage you saw”.
